Hey everyone. I wanted to post this, not sure why or what to say. Just wanted to say that I can see what everyone has been saying. I am not sure who has read my posts in health and support. The incident that happened was such an unspoken blessing.

Life looks different today, and I owe it to this incident. Even though it was scary beyond words, it was meant to happen. I have to giggle in the way of its not like I am cured. But looking at this in a new perspective has helped me see the reality of what Justy was doing. Rock bottom is not a fun place to be, you all know this. So when do we climb back up? I know its my time. Long and tough climb ahead but the healing part will be the best accomplishment at the top.

Anyway, I won't babble. Just wanted to say this and I hope it makes sense. Thinking of u all!!!!!

Thanks for holding my hand through all of this, I will never forget it; trust me on that one!!!! Oneday I hope I can do this for someone else. (sry wanted to add this) geez all teary silly girl today. But I do mean this, thank you all.
Justy