I decided to go for it and email her to see what she says. What's the worst that can happen. I would love some Xanax, but I've abused it in the past. My last pdoc gave me Vistaril and that worked as needed. So did klonopin, but I was given that daily for one month and not as needed. It's midnight and I have two be up in five hours to get ready for work. My usual method of unwinding at the end of the day, putting together puzzles, is doing the complete opposite lately.