I'm so unbelievably miserable. I fought so hard today to smother the urge to hurt myself. I ran in circles. I was most unsafe, but I was successful. Now I'm deep in the well clawing at the walls screaming inside out(but really just inside) WHY DIDNT I LET THIS ****ING THING OUT!?!?!

Enter tears and terror about trying a new med.Woof.
Thanks bizi for the bit of hope. It's something.

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