I hate filling out paperwork for the new clinic. I transferred my records today. I feel crazy. I filled out my husbands paperwork too. He's being an *** about filling it out. He doesn't look as crazy. On paper it looks like I need IP (but I don't) I checked off all the "little" issues Paranoia, hallucination, irrational fears, aggravation... you know yesterday. There not really bothersome but they're there.

We'll find out in 9 days what they say. Lucky next week Miguel will be gone helping his cousin. I hope the meeting goes well and I don't scare off my new T like I did my last T. Last T didn't see me in episode (yeah, I've had small blips) and my file scared her away. I feel bad about that.