No matter where I go, what I do, what I say, it always seems to be the exact wrong thing. I try to fit in, I try to be social I try to be outgoing, I try, but I never get anything for my efforts so I may as well just give up. There's no point in putting any effort into something that only makes you feel miserable. So, I'm just going to stop trying to find someplace I fit in, because I apparently don't fit in anywhere, and there's also apparently no one out there who will just give me a chance, so I'm just going back to being my old anti social shut in self. Because there's no real reason to be social.