Watching my husband sink into a deep depression is angering me, like that helps it. He hates change and is taking this move of clinics hard. Which leaves me all his paperwork to fill out. I feel like his mother right now. Then after angering me all day and not talking to me he wants sex like he can't tell he needs a shower. I'm not saying a word to him about this but really. I'm the one most likely going IOP and he's the one not willing to get up, dressed, eat... and because of this he's off meds and refusing to consider any (this includes his blood pressure meds too) but he's an adult and can do that. He's going to make me a widow but I can't do anything about it. See it's 9:30 am no ones up and I'm still upset. at least he's seeing a T right? small victories.
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Dx:
Me- SzA
Husband- Bipolar 1
Daughter- mood disorder+
Comfortable broken and happy
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