For the past 6 years I've been smoking weed on a daily basis, about 1-2 grams of high quality MJ a day. Last time I quit I was succesfull for 3 months only to fall back into old habits.
Anyways, a few days ago I decided to quit weed again for health/money reasons. I tried to do cold turkey but the first 2 days I smoked two joints. Today is day 4, day 2 without any weed at all, I feel quite fine. I've got some falling asleep and the cravings are there.
I decided to stop again, because for the past months i've been feeling quite good. I've also entered a group therapy for my SPD/AVPD. so thought that it might be the best time to kick this habit. Used to be emotional unstable for 3 days after I tried to quit, not feeling that at all right now. probably because i'm feeling quite alright. But this leads me to doubts as to why i want to quit "it's going well, you're feeeling alright. you like toking so why not just do it?" is the thought that comes into my mind these past 2 days.
( can't wait for my vivid dreams to come back)
Any advice or general kind words will be welcome and i'll keep this post up-to-date till I feel like I've kicked the habit.
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Schizoid Personality Disorder
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