I understand.
Im not social and I dont fit in. Stopped trying as a kid.

By my appearance you would never believe that but thats just to make it out there and back home without the "sad girl stares"

Many times it really isnt you. People arent accepting. Their selfish inconsiderate and many times threatened easily by new comers.

Honestly what helps me is a F** them attitude.
Dont hide too much tho. You know its not really good and its easy to get stuck being secluded.