Do you cope with some kind of social problems?

This is how I see it: you did a great amount of work and were about to succeed. The graduation is something that suggests accomplishment. There were many people who ignored you. You couldn't make any relationship and once you finally tried to talk to them on your own the alarm went on and you emotions started forming the destroying force. All the peopl gathered there - you wanted to escape from them, you wanted to find a safe place to hide in. And you notice there are more people like you but they're occupied with their own fight, their own runaway.