I feel so bad, I was on Fb today, and my moms pic shows up in my fb log. Her and her "I'm famous and cool and better than anyone " pictures.. ugh.. how can my own mom make me so sick...

She was a total disconnect with me my entire life, and not exaggerating. no emotional support, basically fed and clothed me, and then emotionally/verbally abused me. Grew up with no confidence or self esteem was told I was ugly, no one would ever want me, etc etc.. ended up in an abusive marraige with another Narcissist.

She turns everything around to be about her and she has no care or empathy. as hard as I try I cannot connect..

I'm thankful to be working through this in therapy and learning about narcissism and how I will never please her and how I need to change my expectations and change the dynamic of the relationship and the boundaries.. this has really helped me !! But I get sad that her pictures make me sick.. . she's my mom...