When the stress has me in my "restrict" cycle I'm good. I feel under control and attractive. When it has me in my "binge" cycle (i.e. right now) I feel scattered and disgusting.
This phase of the cycle affects more than what I put in my mouth; I can't seem to focus on anything.
All I did when I came home from work today was sit in bed.
Pathetic!
I get married in 30 days... I don't have the ****ing time to sit here like a blob.
I ate cookies today.
Why?
They taste good, but not that good.

Someone talk me out of this cycle.
Remind me how tragic it would be if I became a FAT wife.