Today was a better day, no voices as of yet, still quite paranoid though, maybe the paranoia will tone down after my Grandpa memorial service and everyone goes home, I already want my uncle and aunt to.go home and they aren't even here yet, wtf. But yeah, my mind is all over the place, grr, I hate paranoia... Tomorrow got my DBT group, and them going to.go.see if I can get my meds refilled, ran out of meds today, if I can't get then refilled, I'm screwed and my psychiatrist will send me impatient, I just know she will, can't afford that either, even though stopping my meds isn't my choice this time. Forgot to call Medicaid today too, ugh, I'm so, so, screwed. But hey at least no voices yet, makes for.a.quite and relaxing day.