I'm tryin, Rap. Thanks. I did finally get an appointment - it's taken 3 weeks for them to figure out i can't pay *anything* (that's why I quit the last time), and that my dr. is adament (sp) that i be in therapy right now. But i don't get in until *next* monday. I can make it. it's only a week. I can make it. Just seven little days.
I found the courage to ask them if they do crisis intervention there at that clinic (since I'm teetering on the edge) and they do only if one already is set up with a T. Then one would call the crisis line.... sounds vaguely familiar...
I can't get the java install to work - there's an error, so no chat for me. Today there's been just a bit more rage, rather than dispair, which can be utilized as energy to keep me going.
One day at a time, right? Kiya