I have no experience in areas like this so my only question whenever I hear something like this is how did you not expect him to be a sleaze to you when he was being a sleaze to his wife? That's just something I never got and am not judging in any means.

Anywho, I do want to applaud you for seeking help and following through with it. Like you said, it's for the better and you really do sound like you're shining through all of this and are looking for a better tomorrow.

I know my opinion really doesn't matter, but I do think you should go back to school and continue to make music! It's to better yourself and anything to better yourself is worth doing.

Again, congrats on your moving on and your getting better!