Hopefully the new pdoc will listen. List your fears to you psychiatrist. Remember this is only for 6 months. You can make it through this even if they put you on an ap. Why aren't you in therapy too? What is there reasoning for the AP? Call your case worker see what your options are, list all the medications you have been on for your new pdoc and what you didn't like about it. The first little while away from family is hard but it does get easier just try to keep yourself distracted.