OMGGGG
Yes yes yes!!! I felt like that EXACTLY. During my recovery phases of anorexia I felt EXACTLY like that. I was ALWAYS wearing huge sweat shirts and trackpants so no one would see how skinny I was underneath.
It sucks! I would go to stores and be soooo embarassed about trying on the tiniest size. And I felt like other girls were always looking at me and hated me.
And I HATE HATE HATE how everyone used to pay such close attention to me when I ate. And whe I say "I'm not hungry" and I'm REALLY NOT HUNGRY they roll their eyes and say "yeah of COURSE you're not hungry", and other comments like that.
I HATE that. HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, are you really too skinny??
Because I knew I was too skinny and I hated it. I suggest you just do whatever and tell people you're gaining weight.
It's NOW that you're going to find the people who really really care about you for the person you really are inside
Do you WANT to gain weight? Because for me I half did and half didn't, I did because I wanted to be healthy again but I didn't beacuse I was scared that ppl would say I got fat.Gosh I know exactly how you feel though haha... I can SO relate. (I'm much bigger now- ppl only tell me how much better I look)
Hope this helps!