Well yeterday they ran their spinal tap, and a mryiad of blood test.I feel like I have no more to give.

The radiologist was quit up front and let me watch the proceedure, I needed to see it for myself. As the dye was injected, I could even see for myself the degeneration in the throrastic part of my back. He was very positive, I was reading thru the lines and the look in his eyes.

A very gray day.. my parents took me home, not much was said. There is so much out there in advanced cancer theropy, I can't quite, I won't. I have to much to live for...

Love you all,

Tucker