i've had phobia of dentists for long which is why i put off a treatment to correct the position of two of my teeth. i only started seeing several specialists 3 months ago.
today i went to a dentist with good reputation to start the fixing of my teeth
he told me he'd have to 'break' my whole jaw with surgery(my crooked teeth in the back are a minor problem according to 3 other specialists i saw a while ago) and pull out several teeth and he was really condescending, and when i wasn't answering he told me to 'calm down'. when i said no, he said i'd be stuck with a weird jaw forever (you can't even tell from the outside or my smile) then, and that i was used to it anyway
i ran out of his office and into toilets and cried for a good 20 minutes
i self harmed on the way home