Thank you all so much, and yes it does make me think about everything that I still need to be here for... Nightmares are bad still and it is hard to sleep because I'm still very jumpy, LOL. Thankfully we had my family helping but especially My husband's dad and step mom, well I call her his real mom, lol. They have done so much, even on Debbie's birthday, Chucks mom, she still stayed home with me and helped me clean my house... they bought us everything we needed for our house. They bought us a bunch of groceries because we were struggling a little bit there. They gave us their third car and its really nice and they are still offering and helping us with anything they can do. It makes me and my husband feel weird about this help but I know that they are partly our angels too. Weirdest thing though is that when I got in the wreck I had this weird sense of my Grandma Ruth, who passed away from cancer. We were never close, a lot of family issues but the day before she died about 4 and a half years ago, I talked to her and apoligized for everything I've done to hurt her. She did the same back, and The next day she died.
Well the past few weeks I have been thinking why I didnt cry more for her. I mean when she died those closest cried bad they still do when they think of her. So I prayed about her and I wanted her to know that I loved her even though I don't cry about it, that doesnt mean I dont love her any less.....
When the wreck happened I heard someone tell me to put my head down, and I felt something else there for us. Things are different now for some reason, I'm more excited and I can't wait to live life...
I know I was kept here and I'm gonna make the most of it.

I also hope your daughter is doing well, Thank GOD they were not injured.