I also miss some of my experiences while hypo...especially when I was dating someone in particular. Unfortunately, when I entered a mixed state, I wasn't as pleasant to be around (I still treated him very well, but I was anxious and "all over the place") so my instability was more apparent. It didn't help that the person I was seeing wasn't that stable himself, so he called it off. I find myself longing for that "magic" that we had when we would go out nice places, and sometimes we'd stay somewhere for the weekend. We're talking now here and there again, so I'm hoping when I get myself right again, and he does too, that maybe we can go back to having some fun dates and taking it easy.