i agree with Psyclox
feelign depressed and stuff doesn`t mean are not a strong person. The real question is how you DEAL with it.
i personally believe that in order to move on we have first to except where we are. except ourselves liek we are right now. iof we don`t od so we are stuck...

i bet you don`t want all this stuff you have beein overcoming for 4 years to come back....you know it will make htings worse....keep being strng as you have been, keep holding on! later you will feel good about yourslef! and will say
" i acted like a strong person!"