That's what I'd so confusing alwayschangung... academically yes, I have a bachelor's degree and was a teacher before the ptsd panic attacks made it impossible to stay in the classroom (you have to ignore all the autocorrect grammar issues in my typing to believe this..lol)... but inside I feel like I learned how to'act' adultish but never went past early teens.

I have searched and searched the Internet with no luck and that's why I was sure going people around here might have sone idea. I actually told my t that I was going to ask him tomorrow about an important question but we will see if I can do it when there.