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Originally Posted by Angelique67
Yes, i would dread having to say anything even more than I do (hardly ever) because my mom doesn't love me the way she loves my oldest sister. It's just a fact. When I was in the mental ward in April, she actually changed her voice to how she'd talk to a friend or stranger, and asked me if I'd please not upset my sister! And there's been more. She got pretty angry with me when she sounded angry about my fear of the stairs, that "theyd have to put me in a cardboard box and forklift me out of the window", and more. So to forgive all the hurt and sadness i experience, it's just really hard. It was like I never really had a mother.
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I'm sorry you had to go through that. Thankfully it turns out my mom was more upset that I hadn't been talking to her, not that I backed out last minute. We talked again, and she assured me that she will figure something else out, and that I don't have to stay if I don't think I can. In return she just wanted me to talk to her more, and not to hold back about how I'm doing. It was an emotional day, I'm glad it's almost over.
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