Still nothing. I reached out by a mutual friend again. She's still very nasty and disinterested in mending things. It is hard when you know someone well to believe it would be a permanent thing though.

I found out my phone is blocked too so she REALLY doesn't want to talk right now. I hope not forever.

I wrote a letter. The mutual friend is meant to send it in a few days (since I want to make sure she actually gets it and doesn't chuck it).

NSFW question: what should I do with the strap on I bought for us? I feel weird having it around, but it was expensive and I don't really want to get rid of it. Yet if this doesn't work out I'm not sure I would be okay with using it on another girl because it would be a trigger to me. Idk what to do with it. Help?

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