Music, coffee, feed the kids. Go to my parent's house to take my meds at night and collect meds for the next morning. Lay on the couch the rest of the time...sometimes I think I am catatonic at certain times. I will just stare at the wall for most of the day. I am afraid of my house. It causes great anxiety at times. I asked again if I could move into my parent's house with them and I made it sound like I was joking. Mom said no, that I need to be where my kids are. So I said I was joking and she said she wonders sometimes. I was actually serious.