~Tsunami,
Thank you for your response. That actually makes some sense to me. I really hadn't thought of acknowledging my angry side and sort of accepting that reality with kindness. I think that I'm going to need some help with that task. *sigh* But, at least it's something to work towards.
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p.s. I do remember you (Antimatter/EnlightenMe)!! (((((hugs))))) to you.