I am in the UK, actually. Seeing a doctor privately is very expensive here. I know it's wrong but I want to stay on that for those 4 weeks, I feel much better and maybe it's not hypomania, maybe it will stay like it is right now. I really, really don't want to be back in the gloom.

I feel that someone should monitor me so I don't spiral out of control. I'll keep you posted, feels good to have someone who has been through that and understands.