So now I am in Lisbon and I have felt sick twice almost passed out from rehydration (the plane gives us very tiny glasses of water). I have caught my first Pokémon because I got a new phone at Dubai. The first day here I woke up early and felt more optimistic then I've ever felt. I realized for once in my life that I had much more potential then the potential I had in Australia (all I did was sit on the couch on my laptop). Only now I realized I could have friends and travel wherever I wanted. Like I can see so much beyond my self isolation and obsessing with the idea of closeness in love. Maybe now I can see beyond how I behaved and adjust to see new opportunities of self improvement.