Hello BT. I am sorry that you are struggling at this time. Maybe it is a two fold situation in the past you were too sedated by medication to realize that everyone has their own drum to beat even if it is different, and 2 maybe you just realized that you have needs that need to be met and the people you work with are not quite living up to the challenge. Either way if you are sensing that you are having a problem, I would highly suggest speaking to your therapist about the situation regarding your antidepressants. In your situation it may work to your avantage to be stable since you are working, if taking meds makes it possible for you to function more stabily. Take care. I hope things get better for you soon. Soidhonia