That's the first time that I've read you mention your mother's passing. That explains a lot and is probably the point of origin for your illness. Hugs.
The truth sets you free!
I, on the other hand, am so totally nothing on FB, and with my local friends. I don't say a thing about how I've been suffering. Instead, I try to act like little miss perfect.
Only those closest to me know the truth, and all of you guys.