Oh dear, this has to feel yucky!
Is a part of you reluctant to give in to the effects of the complete regimen?
Do you feel you need to remain vigilant for some reason?

I do this sort of thing when I am not feeling comfortable in "new/different" surroundings. I cut back meds, don't sleep -- on purpose, because I am guarding/hypervigilant. I feel a threat on some level from PTSD.

is it possible you are feeling something similar?


WC