I do really want to help others. I used to work with the elderly but was disgusted by how they treated them. Couldn't handle it.

I want to help people like me. I want to help the young people that are feeling lost. Older people that have given up... Idk. I want to help but can't help myself...

Working on my associates for 8 years now... Ugh...
Close to being done but doing worse than ever.

It's been so hard for me. I'm weak. I can't handle " normal" life.