I finally found a man that treats me decently. He cares about me. Treats me with utmost respect & caring. How do I feel?

Scared as hell! I'm fighting my "instincts" to push him away. I'm 45 y.o., he's my age too. We're too old to be playing against that devilish side of me. I am trying to take it slowly, but that seems to go against my "instincts" as well! What in the world am I to do?

He is jumping right in with me....I don't want to hurt him, nor do I want to mess things up for myself.

I'm bouncing all over the place. One minute, I'm excited and turned on by Bill. Next minute, and I have a ball of anxiety in my tummy. Ugggh!