UPDATE
In the evening I had a massive surge of energy, I started exercising vigurously, I couldn't help myself, but I really can't do that because of hypothyroidism so I exhausted myself very quickly, but it felt so good, euphoric in fact.
I still feel like that, it comes and goes in waves, it went back to normal for a while now it's back at this state. Don't think I will be able to fall asleep. I feel more talkative, energetic, confident and have an urge to exercise.
A bit of speedy thinking here and there. Irritable, during an argument I had an urge to just yell at the other person to have her shut the f.... up. It was very mild and no problem resisting it, but it's not my usual form of thinking.
But the afternoon was as usual, exhausted and anhedonic.
Hypomania, maybe. I won't lie, feels amazing. I'm still keeping an eye on how I feel, can't let it get too far.
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