I know this question will sound weird, but... do you actually enjoy being bipolar? I mean, we get depression and mixed episodes, but we also get the upswings! The upswings are addicting, albeit a bit destructive at times.

Do you think your upswings outweigh the downswings? What makes you think that way?

I'm on the fence here... My upswings are pretty cool, but I don't like the hallucinations so much. I think I'm neutral on this.