Broke down and cried tonight. Hadn't done that since the night we broke up. I miss him so bad it hurts. But I keep telling myself that he is not good for me and the best thing for me to do is move on. I am less anxious now that he is not in my life which should tell me something. I still take my Xanax's that the psychiatrist has prescribed for my anxiety but I am finding that I need it less and less. Apparently my animals know that I'm upset because my dog jumped up on the bed and he never does that LOL. I know I'm going to get through this I just wish time would go by faster so I can stop hurting quicker.