I've been stable for about five months. I've had a couple of bad days here and there but mostly grief related. I got a new job which I'm excited about and have a great summer job. I come home from work now and feel happy, like I accomplished something, not like I want to shoot myself in the face. I don't have a sense of dread and anxiety when I get up for work. I hope my new full time job will be just as good.

My son is doing well. He's an intelligent, sweet little boy. He is still very energetic but I don't think it will be as much of a problem as I initially thought when he starts kindergarten. He listens well most of the time. Bedtime is our biggest obstacle but I think if I can come up with a plan and implement it consistently it will be better. So things are going well in that regard too.

I'm starting to get my eating on track and have stopped gaining weight (not losing any but hey, whatever).

I have my brother's wedding coming up in about a month. I am very excited and so proud of my brother. I love my soon to be sister in law. She's one of my best friends.

So everything is going pretty well for me right now. I have plenty of room to go up on my antidepressant if that becomes an issue again. So I'm looking forward to the future.