So... after messing up my life after this last episode and losing pretty much everything, I'm stuck living with my parents.

My parents are nice (as long as they're not drunk). They're being very good to me. And it's VERY generous for them to let me live here.

But they live way out in the middle of nowhere and I don't have a car, so if I want to go into town I have to get a ride (and I want to go into town ALL OF THE TIME). It's a long drive. Pushing thirty minutes. So I can't just go into town whenever I want. I feel so stuck and cooped up here!!! I'm going mad!

And I love my mom, but she harasses me about things. Like eating and smoking and sugar and energy beverages. I don't eat enough evidently, I do too much of those last three things.

The planned separation of my husband and I is six months. Right now he and my daughter live five hours away, by his parents.

My friends are weird about me right now, so they're not going to be helping.

What can I do?!

I'm stuck!!!

I can't handle the thought of being stuck here for six months, being lectured at about food and how I drink energy beverages and need to believe in the lord and not be able to drop sixty f-bombs if I want (I did that yesterday in front of my mom.... oh she was pissed).

I don't have a job right now. Because that went with everything else. I don't have a car as previously stated.

I can't stand this!

Advice?