sounds like you might have some post stress. and it not being valitdated as a real crime just rubbs it in your face. NOT COOL! the police should be ashamed of thier selfs. it was a hate crime one of anger. so sorry you are going throught this how is your wife doing? how are you doing>? maybe you should call the police office and talk to a sargent in charge and tell them how they treated you wether he belives you or not atleast you tried instead of hiding the pain and the incident. in your mind maybe it will help validate the incodent-onyx ps pm me any time you just want to talk