A year ago I started acting different. I lost weight, couldn't sleep. I had obsessive thoughts. Sexual and VERY immoral. I couldn't control myself. I did some despicable things. I went into a horrible depression. Suicide became a siren song for me. I knew I was depressed and I went to a GP who put me on Lexapro. I spun out of control. Finally I saw a psychiatrist. He was great, started tapering me OFF of the Lexapro, put me on Lamictal and Soroquel.

This is where the story gets weird. 5 days ago my psychiatrist killed his little girl, his wife and then shot himself to death, I am FREAKED OUT. I just wanted to put that out there. I really need a community right now.