Thx guys. You are right moogs alcohol will just lead to worse things and then more meds it's such a vicious cycle!
Rainyday, I didn't drink and I have none in the house. But I always used it to calm myself so of course it's what I'm craving as a "fix" although I know it leads to more problems. Thx for the advice!
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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