I've gotten a pretty good handle on some of the other issues that go along with PTSD (i.e. dissociation, anxiety, depression etc.). Unfortunately, right now they're all hitting me pretty bad. I had a visit from a friend I met in the hospital and I have a feeling that that might've triggered it. See, in the hospital these sub-diagnoses were at their worst. I don't know if it's that fact or something else that's making me like this. I have no issues with this person, in fact he's rather enjoyable to be around. I don't get it. I did also wake up with some flashbacks and I hallucinated a lot last night. I've been doing really good for a while and now I'm have a difficult time making myself believe that this is all real. I guess I'm just rambling here to sort my thoughts out.
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