I really just want to say hon....even in the world of multiplicity....nobodies system is ever the same. Everyone has a different life, so it's never the same. The basic root causes are...but it grows into it's own animal. Good luck with your search. I found just accepting it for what it is was so much easier than fighting it...trying to prove that I wasn't even though it's overwhelmingly obvious.

In this day and age....there are no new psychological deviation....yet.

I hope that you find your peace. Luv.