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Old Jul 30, 2016, 09:30 PM
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Originally Posted by Innerzone View Post
Yes(!) There are little patches here and there, but overall stable a few months now(?)(!) (I'm TERRIBLE with time perception, and can be wildly off, but I think it has been.) June started off rough, but it was situational grief. July good.

I tend to be a bit afraid to "say it out loud". Fear of jinxing. All I know is that it is better than it has been in a long time. Last night I found myself shopping online and buying something at 3am and not being tired. I don't like shopping (in fact it's one of my alerts to going hypo) and am in NO position to, monetarily. But I think it's alright (keeping an eye of course, because it's not an entirely isolated incident/hypo alert signal...).

Many things are going not-at-all great, but I'm mostly just handling it(!) Or refusing to think about it, lol. Those things have a HIGH potential to wreak major havoc. But that is then and this is now.

It won't last. Never does. Going to enjoy it while it does though.

I hope you feel better soon gina_re! Being down can feel interminable. But it won't be. Told Mr. Jinx to just be cool so I could share this with you.

Sending good vibes your way!
We all have our ups and downs, it's the nature of the illness.
I've definitely have had that feeling of not saying that I'm ok out loud for fear of jinxing myself. But I'm hoping you have everything under control and continue to enjoy your stability!
Oh and I'm doing just fine, life is good over here. My concern is for others who may not be blessed to enjoy the stability that I currently have.
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