i found an old writing i did a long time ago and im just wondering where did this guy go..?
i can sort of remember the positivity... that was a good feeling, something i miss
especially sitting here in despair looking through the old hard drives at a bunch of old files...
what happened to me?
i think i killed him or something...
Greetings,
Many of us wake up feeling nervous about the day.
We think of the things we need to accomplish, the things that we wont be able to accomplish, how we will or will not be able to do those things.
And often times we end up thinking about all of those things before even getting out of bed in the morning.
We need to trust a little more. More in ourselves.
Trying our hardest and doing everything that we can to accomplish the things we need to do is all that any of us can do, we can only do our best knowing that we are doing all that we can do.
We have to be at peace with that and knowing that should also help us relax quite a bit finding patience within ourselves for ourselves.
Trusting ourselves knowing that we are doing the best we can, doing all that we can, being patient with the outcomes and trusting that everything will work out because of our efforts.
Because of our focus and intentions being pure. Because of our nature being true.
For if we are focused, intent, pure of heart with our actions.
We can do anything we set our minds to and the outcome will always be good.
So even though we may wake a bit shaken, we can rest comfortably knowing these things.
Continue working for what you want but instead of feeling down, feel good about yourself for trying so hard.
Be proud of yourself and recognize your efforts. Recognize your strength and know that everything will work out with the best of our intentions
Have a Great Day,
J*
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and a poem..?
A State of Love
I wake. Previously dreaming my life was at stake.
I tremble, I shake. Even my bed begins to quake.
Remembering dreams still fresh in my mind.
Glancing through this window of time, thinking of mine.
How I would rewind, unbind my self from imminent crimes.
But this quest called life that I am here to endure
May at times seem unbelievably prime, Unable to understand
I had a plan, I marked my land
I took a stand but as a single fish in a school
My movement blended in, What seems to be unfortunate
An ache that I cant mistake, to be lost this way
And through this day, I will continue to weigh my chance
Fighting for this dance, a desire that could rise no higher
Looking for a chance, to reveal this fire
I am no liar, You are my lifes desire
To hold you in my arms under all circumstances
I fight for this every night, with you in my sight
I will always have the might to when this fight.
You are my Strength, My Love, My Passion, My Desire, My Sweetheart and My Everything else.
You are my my world and I will always be strengthened by the look in your eyes.
Dedicated to my lifes desire, We will realize our dreams darling.
J*