Remember, this is going to be a journey. There will be tons of ups and downs, second guessing, replaying ur life over and over. It's going to be a process. Give yourself a year, just make it through the year and focus on taking care of yourself and your child. When you start looking back....take a step forward. Work on getting your place set up as your home. Get your child's rooms up. It's harder to look back when your moving forward. Take care of yourself.hoping the best for you