Thanks, rainbow.

I'm not suicidal right now. I just sort of feel like my life is completely meaningless. I mean, my husband and my daughter were the most important people in my life, and now they're gone. So, what's the point of my life? I'm just going to float around for awhile and spend the rest of my life numbed and completely pointless.

That's my life goal. Float around for awhile in meaninglessness.