Had my Grandpas memorial service yesterday, a lot of people showed up, and when it came time for the Eulogy's, I broke down crying for the first time in front of everyone trying to share memories of my Grandpa. We didn't have any issues with the Uncle and Aunt I was paranoid about especially when my other uncle took the sword that my Grandpa made.that was willed to him (I hope it doesn't get broken or lost on their plane ride back to Colorado), I already miss that sword, there's just a.bare spot on the wall now in the shape of a cross, it's going to take me awhile to adjust to it not being there, I suggested hanging pictures in that area of the wall to take away some of the bareness. And I'm really missing my Grandpa right now, I want to talk to him so bad, but can't, I've been crying since I went to bed around 8:30pm last night...I just wish I could have one more day with him...