Had my Grandpas memorial service yesterday, it went well a lot of people showed up, and my Aunt and Uncle that I was paranoid about didn't do anything stupid or start any fights. I broke down crying during the Eulogy I tried giving, my sister had to talk for me. My other uncle.took the sword my Grandpa made since it was.willed to him, I really miss that thing already, there's now just a cross shaped spot on the wall. Been hearing some voices, but they're not loud luckly, still a little paranoid now that I heard something that sounded like a loud gunshot outside. And I'm just really missing my Grandpa right now...