Oh my gosh, can I please answer 2... That food question was one of the battles I have struggled with all my life and my family has gotten mad at me for years for never being able to decide. It's like a war is going on inside me and no matter what I choose, I am going to be sad about it afterwards. That's one of the main things that made me start saying it feels like there are multiple people inside me wanting there own thing and somebody is going to be sad. First thing that made me consider the did possibility instead of only the other dissociative things like fogging away.

Ok, question I'm supposed to answer... umm, I still don't know and can't figure it out. Spoke to my mother a little to try to get outside input on things I can't see (like if I'm forgetting things....uuumm, duh, how would I know if I forgot something myself...lol). So, I have told her a tiny bit but not how bad things are. Right now, only you psych central folks have any clue the extent of some of this stuff, still trying to talk to t about it.

Question: many of you talk about playing with and comforting your others, but did you always want to take care of them or did you start out hating them or wanting nothing to do with then?